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Profile Joseph Heng. 22loves God, volleball, badminton, THE NUMBER ONE BHB PERSON. serving in Worship Ministry. Links JanellaNathanael Tessa Tagboard |
Sunday, November 22, 2009 A thousand times I've failed Still Your mercy remains Should I stumble again Still I'm caught in Your grace Everlasting, Your light will shine When all else fades Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame Your will above all else My purpose remains The art of losing myself In bringing You praise Everlasting, Your light will shine When all else fades My heart and my soul I give You control Consume me from the inside out, Lord Let justice and praise Become my embrace To love You from the inside out Everlasting, Your light will shine When all else fades Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame And the cry of my heart Is to bring You praise From the inside out Lord my soul cries out As i was talking to my colleague today, i was filled wif graditude... i never felt it until he reminded me abt it... we were talking abt opportunities, talents and giftings... he was saying this, God has been molding my talents and giftings and He has been planning all these while... when he said it, i was controlling my tears becoz he made me recognise that it is the hands of God who is doing this all these while... what i am today is not a coincident... when jayden asked me to music story, i hesitated, but i obliged... i really thank God for all that He's done in my life... helping me unleash my potential to the utmost... LOVE YA GOD!!! Jospeh at 12:23 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009 last nite was really a very happy nite for me... becoz it's really been a long time since i chatted wif u... u have been really busy even until now... but at least it was a good catch up last nite... really look forward to meet up wif u next sun... hopefully u will be there for my competition becoz i'm singing ur fave band's song and this song is dedicated for u... i know u 2 are really proud of me and i really feel blessed wif the 2 of u in my life... giving me all the support, encouragements... i really feel loved by the both of u... nv regretted u 2 being my kors... love u guys... Jospeh at 8:49 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ever since the war started, i havent really been sleeping well, eating well, working well and even singing well... have been really pissed off... even when i reach my workplace... my colleagues will start to ask me why do i look so fratigue, so frail... i seriously want that... it's really a chance of a lifetime... once lose it, there will never be a 2nd chance... i muz really grab hold of this chance... even if i have to sacrifice myself to get hold of that... i know tat during this time i have said alot of hurtful stuff to them... but tat is wat i really wanted... but wad i said is true... if u dun support me and once i get hold of tat amt, and in future if i were to make it big, dun expect me to contribute anything to the family... becoz as a family, u have nv shown any support... u guys have nv been proud of me b4... no matter how hard i try, it's nv enuf for u... since u wanna be brutal to me... i'm sry that i have to do this... Jospeh at 7:05 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009 woohoo... i'm now officially a vocal instructor alrdy!!! finally... waited for this day to come for the past one month... but right now i'm havin another problem... i need to tell my current boss that my schedule needs to be adjusted... cuz my sch needs me to teach on weekends... sigh... God... guide me along the way... the door has opened right in front of me alrdy, but i dun wanna let it go... i believe that it is really a great opportunity for me... i've nv being approached in this way b4... God... help me come out wif a plan whereby it's a win win situation for both companies... if u are reading this... i really hope tat u are proud of me of my achievements... ur acknowledgement is my greatest encouragement... no matter how tough it gets, i will persevere on... but pls walk alongside wif me during this period of time when everything is still rocky... i really need ur support... Jospeh at 8:23 AM
Thursday, November 05, 2009 woohoo... last nite was really woohoo... haha... went for lesson... good thing my voice and everything came back... cuz last week i was really sick until very jia lat... couldnt sing at all... but according to my teacher, i shld be able to score very high marks for my competition... and another thing is tat i'm going thru training now from next week onwards... instead of 1 hr lesson every week, i will be going for a 2 hr lesson... and i pay for the same price... the 1st hr, i will be having my own lesson wif my instructor and the 2nd i will be having training wif my sch principle... in 2010 is really gonna be an exciting year for me... cuz i'm switching job... to smth that i have nv done it b4... i'm gonna be a vocal instructor and a singer in music cafe... it's gonna be a new thing for me... so i really look forward to 2010... Jospeh at 8:49 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009 argh.... i hate being sick... cant perform to my best... today went for lesson wif blocked nose and cough... i was really the worse day of the week... cant really sing properly... got slap up down left right... out of tune... cant hear myself very clearly... made the mistakes tat i shouldnt have made... last sun i had a very eventful day... had my singing competition and i received very good comments from the judges... and i'm oso the top scorer of that grp... 26/30... moving towards semi on the 29nov... will leave the rest tml... too tired to blog alrdy tml still have to work... sian tmm... Jospeh at 1:11 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009 woohoo... it's 330am in the morning and i still cant sleep... well... alot of things really happen in my life tat i'm really very happy... i think my opportunity has come... this is the moment... today had class as usual... and today i'm juz preparing for the upcoming competition on this sun... for the past few weeks i've been pissed off by myself for not singing properly... not up to the standard that i always have... i almost lost the passion for singing... but today i juz told myself tat i wanna sing my own style... sing out my own feelings... and in the end i nailed it... the 2nd thing is tat after class i went to the pantry to top up my water and jayden was wif me... as i was topping up my water, he was playing wif the hamster in the sch... and suddenly the sch principle, fang zhong hua came out from the toilet... so he started talking to us and there he said to me... can see tat u can really sing well... do u wanna teach singing? i was stunned at the moment... and he continued... u can improve ur singing as u teach... like me... the reason why i can sing well is becoz i teach others how to sing... u can start teaching the children 1st... i will train u... i was really stunned... becoz i nv expect tat one day i will be teaching others how to sing... nv expect tat pple will call me teacher one day... nv expect tat i'm gonna have a instructor profile in the sch web page... i really excited for the days ahead... but i'm really excited for later... woohoo... dave and mervin are coming back from maldives... cant wait to tell this to them... Jospeh at 3:24 AM
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