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Thursday, July 16, 2009
i think i have done something very wrong...
Jospeh at 1:14 AM
Monday, July 13, 2009
today when i was on my way home, i heard a voice tat asks me to read Psalm 63 and so i did... as i was reading, verse 3 it appeared very strongly to me... "Your love is better than life"... God's love is greater than everything else in this world... cuz recently, i've been placing the wrong focus in my life... wanting to search for a r/s and neglected my r/s wif God... and after blogging abt wad p.victor shared, i was inspired to read even more... and psalm 63 was part 2 of wad God spoke to me thru p.vic...
Jospeh at 12:57 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Had my 1st campus camp jam today... God was speaking to me thru p.victor... in 1st samuel 3...
1 The boy Samuel ministered before the LORD under Eli. In those days the word of the LORD was rare; there were not many visions.
2 One night Eli, whose eyes were becoming so weak that he could barely see, was lying down in his usual place. 3 The lamp of God had not yet gone out, and Samuel was lying down in the temple [a] of the LORD, where the ark of God was. 4 Then the LORD called Samuel. Samuel answered, "Here I am." 5 And he ran to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me." But Eli said, "I did not call; go back and lie down." So he went and lay down.
6 Again the LORD called, "Samuel!" And Samuel got up and went to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me." "My son," Eli said, "I did not call; go back and lie down."
7 Now Samuel did not yet know the LORD : The word of the LORD had not yet been revealed to him.
in verse 1 it says tat samuel was ministering before God. But, in verse 7 it says tat samuel did not yet know the Lord. we can be serving without knowing... which is very dangerous becoz we will be serving for the sake of serving... which reminds me that we always have to renew our r/s with God... Which draws us to our TAWG... we need to let the WOG to be sink into our hearts... only thru TAWG, our r/s wif God will grow...
1 The boy Samuel ministered before the LORD under Eli. In those days the word of the LORD was rare; there were not many visions.
2 One night Eli, whose eyes were becoming so weak that he could barely see, was lying down in his usual place. 3 The lamp of God had not yet gone out, and Samuel was lying down in the temple [a] of the LORD, where the ark of God was. 4 Then the LORD called Samuel. Samuel answered, "Here I am." 5 And he ran to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me." But Eli said, "I did not call; go back and lie down." So he went and lay down.
6 Again the LORD called, "Samuel!" And Samuel got up and went to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me." "My son," Eli said, "I did not call; go back and lie down."
7 Now Samuel did not yet know the LORD : The word of the LORD had not yet been revealed to him.
in verse 1 it says tat samuel was ministering before God. But, in verse 7 it says tat samuel did not yet know the Lord. we can be serving without knowing... which is very dangerous becoz we will be serving for the sake of serving... which reminds me that we always have to renew our r/s with God... Which draws us to our TAWG... we need to let the WOG to be sink into our hearts... only thru TAWG, our r/s wif God will grow...
Jospeh at 12:06 AM
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
i dun care how u will respond to this... though i know that u will nv see this at all... i am who i am... i am Joseph Heng Jun Lun... if u wanna compare me with someone else... make him or her ur son!!! cuz this is wad i like to do... u cant make me do something that i dun like at all... rem... i am Joseph Heng Jun Lun, not Chris, not james nor anyone... if u think tat i'm a failure to u then so be it... i dun need to prove to u at all... i juz wanna do wad i like to do... if u dun support me then too bad... cuz i'm still ur son...
Jospeh at 3:49 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
was just looking at some photos in FB... brings me back to the past memories... esp the bintan trip... it got me and some other pple closer... really alot closer... and some of them whom i dun really know them i got to know them more in the trip... so, outings are really the best times where u can bond wif the pple ard u...
the enemy is really good in pulling pple down... he knows our strengths and weaknesses as well... on sat night when i reached home... i dunno why i became super emo... juz thinking tat i will be leaving the pple whom i have been imparting... and i began to tear... it took me like 1 whole nite to realise tat it is actually the work of the enemy who is trying to make me stop serving God... but i really thank God that He pulled me back...
mr s.a. tan, i rebuke u in the name of Jesus that u will not have a foot hold in my life... u will not pull me away from Jesus... becoz nth can break the r/s between me and Jesus...
the enemy is really good in pulling pple down... he knows our strengths and weaknesses as well... on sat night when i reached home... i dunno why i became super emo... juz thinking tat i will be leaving the pple whom i have been imparting... and i began to tear... it took me like 1 whole nite to realise tat it is actually the work of the enemy who is trying to make me stop serving God... but i really thank God that He pulled me back...
mr s.a. tan, i rebuke u in the name of Jesus that u will not have a foot hold in my life... u will not pull me away from Jesus... becoz nth can break the r/s between me and Jesus...
Jospeh at 1:06 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
so many things to thank God for today... it was really an eventful morning for mark and myself... i shall start from wad happen last nite...
after the revival meeting at PL, mark and i decided to go for dinner/supper cuz we were really hungry... after eating we went to the bus stop and i found out that we missed our last bus... so we took a cab to mark's place bus stop then i could take a bus from there... not long after i reached the bus stop, my bus juz appear rite in front of my sight and i couldnt have the time to flag it... and so i waited for the next bus...
as i was waiting, i looked to my right and i saw mark was standing at the overhead bridge and he showed me a sign to go to him... he told me that he couldnt find his phone... so i tried calling his phone but he couldnt felt that vibration of his phone in the bag... so immediately i called comfort to report lost... after calling his phone 3 times, the driver finally picked up the phone... he told me that he's picking up a passenger and he will only pass to me the phone when he's ard that area or i pay the cab fare then he deliver it to me... i spoke to mark and he said that he will wait for him... so i told the driver that we would wait...
juz after i hanged up the phone... mark and i went to wait for his cousin cuz his cousin suppose to send him home... but i told her that she can go back 1st cuz i dunno what time will the driver arrived and i will send him home once the phone is being delivered... i gave my contact no to her as well so that she can contact me... after she left, i called comfort to see whether the driver responded to the msg but apparently he didnt respond to the msg but only to my call... so i called mark's phone again and the driver didnt pick up my calls...
some time later, i receive a call from his aunt and his aunt told me that she will suspend his line if the driver didnt respond by 1am... i was really panic so i try to persuade his aunt not to suspend the line cuz it was my only chance to contact that person... i really try calling mark's phone and comfort to see whether the driver responded... but the driver still haven respond to the msg... i got pissed and i scolded the C.S assistant and demanded to page again...
after calling for like dunno how many times, he still didnt pick up... so i give my last tactic alrdy... cuz it's near 1am and i'm really very worried that his aunt will suspend the line... i told the C.S assistant that i'm ok waiting for the driver to come if i'm alone... but i was wif a 15 yo boy who is tired and need rest... i told her that i dun mind waiting like until 3,4am or 5,6am... at least he would respond to my phone call so that i know that he is really holding onto the phone... and i told the C.S assistant that if he doesnt ans the call, i would demand for a compensate...
at 1am zun zun, the driver picked up the call... and he told me that he was stuck at the airport and he couldnt get out... i told him that there's a 15yo boy waiting for his phone and he needs sleep... and i demanded him to come asap... he told me that he will come as soon as he gets out of it... so i called his aunt and told her that i manage to get the driver and got his name, contact and car plate no... and i told the aunt wad the driver told me... at abt 145am, his aunt called me and told me that the driver will arrived abt 20mins later...
not long after, his aunt arrived at the bus stop and gave me money to go back home and awhile after i left, the cab driver came and told mark that he will only return the phone if he pays the cab fare... when i was at the meeting place, i called comfort again to lodge a complain and demanded for a refund... cuz it's really irresponsible for him to let us wait for 2 hrs and yet still asked him to pay... they agreed the refund...
wad i really thank God is that, He taught me how to be calm when situations occurs... i could calm someone down when he was stress... i have gotten their trust... mark got his phone back and he's getting the refund... amen for tat!!!
after the revival meeting at PL, mark and i decided to go for dinner/supper cuz we were really hungry... after eating we went to the bus stop and i found out that we missed our last bus... so we took a cab to mark's place bus stop then i could take a bus from there... not long after i reached the bus stop, my bus juz appear rite in front of my sight and i couldnt have the time to flag it... and so i waited for the next bus...
as i was waiting, i looked to my right and i saw mark was standing at the overhead bridge and he showed me a sign to go to him... he told me that he couldnt find his phone... so i tried calling his phone but he couldnt felt that vibration of his phone in the bag... so immediately i called comfort to report lost... after calling his phone 3 times, the driver finally picked up the phone... he told me that he's picking up a passenger and he will only pass to me the phone when he's ard that area or i pay the cab fare then he deliver it to me... i spoke to mark and he said that he will wait for him... so i told the driver that we would wait...
juz after i hanged up the phone... mark and i went to wait for his cousin cuz his cousin suppose to send him home... but i told her that she can go back 1st cuz i dunno what time will the driver arrived and i will send him home once the phone is being delivered... i gave my contact no to her as well so that she can contact me... after she left, i called comfort to see whether the driver responded to the msg but apparently he didnt respond to the msg but only to my call... so i called mark's phone again and the driver didnt pick up my calls...
some time later, i receive a call from his aunt and his aunt told me that she will suspend his line if the driver didnt respond by 1am... i was really panic so i try to persuade his aunt not to suspend the line cuz it was my only chance to contact that person... i really try calling mark's phone and comfort to see whether the driver responded... but the driver still haven respond to the msg... i got pissed and i scolded the C.S assistant and demanded to page again...
after calling for like dunno how many times, he still didnt pick up... so i give my last tactic alrdy... cuz it's near 1am and i'm really very worried that his aunt will suspend the line... i told the C.S assistant that i'm ok waiting for the driver to come if i'm alone... but i was wif a 15 yo boy who is tired and need rest... i told her that i dun mind waiting like until 3,4am or 5,6am... at least he would respond to my phone call so that i know that he is really holding onto the phone... and i told the C.S assistant that if he doesnt ans the call, i would demand for a compensate...
at 1am zun zun, the driver picked up the call... and he told me that he was stuck at the airport and he couldnt get out... i told him that there's a 15yo boy waiting for his phone and he needs sleep... and i demanded him to come asap... he told me that he will come as soon as he gets out of it... so i called his aunt and told her that i manage to get the driver and got his name, contact and car plate no... and i told the aunt wad the driver told me... at abt 145am, his aunt called me and told me that the driver will arrived abt 20mins later...
not long after, his aunt arrived at the bus stop and gave me money to go back home and awhile after i left, the cab driver came and told mark that he will only return the phone if he pays the cab fare... when i was at the meeting place, i called comfort again to lodge a complain and demanded for a refund... cuz it's really irresponsible for him to let us wait for 2 hrs and yet still asked him to pay... they agreed the refund...
wad i really thank God is that, He taught me how to be calm when situations occurs... i could calm someone down when he was stress... i have gotten their trust... mark got his phone back and he's getting the refund... amen for tat!!!
Jospeh at 11:26 PM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
i'm really tired... will blog more abt wad happen later... i hope...
Jospeh at 1:11 AM